So I only got out once last week. Mother Nature has not been cooperating! We had another 6 inches drop and then a big cold snap so the roads are really icy and uneven. Had to talk the hubby into a track pass, and he finally relented so this week I will start at the track! I am feeling really down about it. I feel like I have put myself so far behind. I know I can always continue on, but it's just frustrating as I know how far I would be if I'd never hurt myself.
weight:235.4
Waist : 42
Hips :53
Bust : 52
On a plus..found these super yummy chocolate snacks! They are sweet and tasty! Only thing is I have an aversion to bananas. I love them, but they don't love me. Usually end up with a tummy ache and diarrhoea. I was hoping that dried bananas might be different. I have a reaction but it is way milder then fresh bananas. Just a bit of a tummy ache, so that's OK! I can handle that.
So tomorrow I am heading up to the Canada Games Tournament Capital Centre and going to get a month pass to the track. Then I am going to make sure I get back into it. No more being super careful. I don't know if it's just fear or caution, but I am so scared I am going to hurt myself again and it really hurt! I remember every detail...the sound, the pain. And I get a sick feeling in my stomach. I have a feeling my fear is making my recovery longer as I am procrastinating and making excuses. I have to face that fear...head on! Easy to say...harder to do! But onwards and downwards we go!!
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