No Change...yet!

Let's be completely honest with one another.  It's so hard to go from watching what you eat and exercising and being so on track, to zip...nada..zilch and then back again!  Old habits..especially habits that were created and honed in 35 years..die hard!  They can get brought out of retirement too easily, and are smarter and harder to lock back up again!  I am trying, I am struggling...I am finding this even harder then just beginning!  Probably because I know what I went from, and where I am at now, all over a 1 minute mistake!

weight:235.4
Waist : 42
Hips :53
Bust : 52

No change..nothing, but...I haven't been able to run yet.  My ankle is still swollen and very sore, and I am terrified of getting out there.  Not that I am afraid of falling, more like I am afraid of not being able to run again, or for a long time.   But I am getting out there again on Monday.  The kids are back in school, the routine begins again, and I will go for a walk.  That is all I am promising myself.  A nice long 5 km walk.  I won't run unless I really feel I can.  If I feel I can, I will start very slow, very gently and for a minute..tops!  This is my promise to myself.  Now, about my eating...oh my.  I am really trying, but after months of deprivation, and missing being a glutton, it is so hard to say no again!  I will continue to fight that little demon!  I look at it like this, I have set myself back a month or two to my personal deadline, but I still can do this!  I really, really want this Breast reduction.  I really want to get down to 180lbs!  I want to have these changes and I am still very determined! So onwards and downwards on my incredible journey.  Hurt ankle and all, I will continue! I refuse to let a small bump in the road, deter me from my goal!